Sunday, October 19, 2008

A dream

is just a dream right? I have had some dreams about a Mare. Who always seems to be mine. I'm the one to take care of her, feed her, and love her. But I can only do it every three days. Never every day. I worry about her each day I miss with her. But no matter what when I show up in 3 days she is there loving me, and forgiving me. It's like she knows I can't make it but, doesn't care that I can only come one day. I never ride her. I never walk her. I only feed her, and groom her. So this worries me that I not doing something I am supposed to do. And I'm not doing it. The Mare down bellow looks a lot like her. But her filly looks SO much like her it's scary. I haven't dreamt about her in a month or two and randomly one night. I have a dream about her. I hadn't visited in over a month this time. I was in tears when I ran to her. Hugging her boney neck, and grooming her half starved body... But, no matter what she kept loving me and nudging me as if nothing was wrong.

I'm really worried that I'm supposed to be caring for an animal I don't have. The Mare's name is Barbie; her baby doesn't have a name. But I'm wondering if I'm supposed to have them. I really think I'm supposed to have a horse a horse in need of help. These two horses have until the end of November then they are sent to action where they will most likely be separated and sent of to be fattened and killed for human consumption. This next mare down bellow reminds me of a Mustang I wanted to adopt. So badly; I cried the day I found out that she was adopted. So when I saw this mare my heart began to ace for her. She is an amazing horse. Just looking at this picture you could tell that she it something really special. This next Mare is not the same one as the Mare above. She is a shade darker than her. Either way this is what she looks like.
The really sad part is. These Mares are all bound for Auction at the end of November. And, they all live in Canada. I don't really know what to think of the dreams about the Mare.

Should I just brush it off? like Gavin said?
Or actually go on a hunt for a Mare I had a dream about?


(I'm not really expecting an answer from anyone. I'm just blabbing)

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